You Complete Me

I almost couldn't remember what Jerry Maguire was about anymore.

But I would never forget this scene.
The "You... Complete me" and "You had me at hello" scene.

I think it's true. That other person is someone who makes you complete.
The one who fills your emptiness, who shares all your ups and downs.
When you're on top of the world, she'd be the first person you would think of, the first person you'd wanna share your joy with.
When you're at the pits, she'd be there for you, to share your woes.
But most importantly, she's the one you think of in the simplest of your daily life.

So... who're you thinking of?

Meredith & Derek

Woah. All the emotions.
Incentive for me to watch Grey's Anatomy.


Lovely video for a love-filled season.
Merry Christmas.

I just got reminded today that the pasta cooking yesterday night went well.

It actually ended up tasting quite good.

Shall cook again when I get the chance.

Next up, sushi.

The chill wind blows against my face as if warning me.
"Step back," it says, "you will not survive this storm."
I stopped in my tracks, almost cowering at the ferocity of nature.

The rain has raged on since yesterday morning.
The second night has passed since
and it has only slightly shown it's intention to go.

I brought the hood of my cloak lightly over my drenched hair
then I braced myself, shrugging any weariness off my shoulders.
There was a certain coy about the empty streets I traveled upon.
It was as if the remnants of the past still lingered here.

I took a deep breath.

Again I look out into the starless night,
rain drops still falling like a curtain
waiting to consume any souls brave (or stupid) enough to traverse through it.

I will not lose my hopes to despondency, but,
Will there be sunshine after the rain for me?

It's been some time since I first did this. So how do I fare now that I'm staying in hall and a whole new bunch of stuff are happening?

Basically what you do is put your music library on shuffle and answer the questions with songs in the order they come up. it doesn't really make sense at times, but some answers you come up with will freak you out.

1. What's my mood like right now?
Here is gone - Goo Goo Dolls (erm... huh? let's check the lyrics. hmmmm... maybe... kinda...)

2. How's tomorrow going to be for me?
Hen Hao - Sun Yan Zi (wahahaha. i know i know. 明天会很好)

3. What kind of person am I?
Put It Behind You - Keane (heh. hmmm. I put things behind me huh? good or bad, guess there's no telling)

4. Am I loved?
You And Me - Lifehouse (there's something about you now, that i can't quite figure out eh?)

5. How can I achieve my highest potential?
Let It Out - Hoobastank (yes... let out my Low Latent Inhibition. I know I'm a genius)

6. What should I do with my life?
Waiting - Green Day (??? wait for? my grades to become 5.0?)

7. Is everything really going to be alright in the end?
Hang 'Em High - My Chemical Romance (eh... uh huh...)

8. What is my best quality?
By The Way - Red Hot Chilli Peppers (okae... so i used to have a thousand and one... so by the way... wad?)

9. How does my sex life look?
Haunted - Evanescence (Oh come on... don't scare me like that... I'm getting freaked out)

10. What's the meaning of life?
Behind Those Eyes - 3 Doors Down (hah. okae.)

11. What do people think of me?
If You're Gone - Matchbox Twenty (it used to be ai wo bie zhou... haha. guess it's saying the same thing eh?)

12. Would I make a good catch?
知足 - MayDay (be content with what you get yeah? i am who i am. nothing more)

13. How crazy am I?
Kill You - Eminem (now that's crazy...)

14. Will I have a good life in general?
Fortune Faded - Red Hot Chilli Peppers (haha. come on. don't give me this shit.)

15. Can (insert name here) ever really love me?
Cold Hard Bitch - Jet (wtf?)

16. Can me and (insert name here) ever be more than friends?
The Damage in your Heart - Weezer (pffft.)

17. What's going to happen to me this week?
God Put A Smile on Your Face - Coldplay (=])

18. Where will I be a year from now?
Clint Eastwood - Gorillaz (erm... doing what I love to do?)

19. What is my biggest wish?
Promise - Simple Plan (is it?)

20. What is the love of my life doing at this very moment?
Bad Boy - Cascada (tsk. who the hell is the love of my life anyway. garbage.)

21. How will I die?
Papercut - Linkin Park (my dear friends, keep paper away from me...)

22. What will happen after I die?
Hakuna Matata - Disney (haha. cute)

23. How do my friends feel about me?
Amittyville - Eminem (garbage)

What do you type in an empty box?

The perpetual drops of rain that trickles down the unlit night?
It's so familiar, yet so different.

If I could I'd stay up all night just watching the rain.
It brought a bit of melodrama to the streets.
Dimming the street lamps, smearing the smell of sad thoughts into the night.
I saw a certain beauty in it. A beautiful pictorial like one you wouldn't capture any other place.

So what do I want? What do I do?
It's a wonder how small things like this could turn out to be a double-edged sword.
Weather the beating of the rain to continue relishing the beauty I see.
Or do I abdicate because there is no rainbow beyond the rain.

Guess I'll watch the rain.

Weekend past.
More basketball. More DOTA. More thoughts. More birthday celebrations. More food.

Think I sorted it out.

Boring Friday afternoon.
Slumber crept out of bed early.

Should have planned my day last night.
But Josh came back and we went for supper in his ride.

Came back, yb and sx complained about growling stomachs.
Rode our way to West Coast Macs to eat again.

Time to change and get out of here.
Need a damn breather.

Tell me it's not the whole truth,
that part of it was a lie.

I should stop?
Energy should have been sapped by now.
The sun, the running, the lack of sleep.

Couldn't sleep till 6am.
Was thinking of how to better finish the damn ball.
Head was spinning.
Fake past my opponents, burst past them, jump over them, fight off their screens but if I can't finish, all the effort would have gone to waste.

Open my eyes.
It's 1:04pm.
Wide awake.
Chasing Cars in the background.
Birds outside chirping to the music.
Thunder roaring, it's about to rain.
Just like I said. It's gonna Rain today.
Never thought it'd be here though.
Better close the windows.

Wait...
Something's bugging me at the back of my mind.
Had a dream last night.
It's vivid, clear, but fading.
Was I talking to someone?
I asked a question. What did I ask?
Oh, just a passing question I guess.
Just wanted to be sure about things.
Can't even remember the answer too.
Who was I even talking to?

Eyes are wide open.
It's just a damn dream.
So close those damn eyes
Forget about it.



Wake up.


Ooooooh.... So damn awake in the early Thursday afternoon,
time to get myself occupied.



Hmmm...
What did this start with?

Haha. What kinda bullshit.
Doesn't make sense.
DOTA lo.....

I can still hear the footsteps of the impending bananaquest. The distinct chitty chattering as it neared.

ABCDEF

All the voices I hear merely echoes of the past weeks.

Come back soon, my friends.
Empty hallways do not make my day,

but Alison's rubbbbish does,
Cheryl's nonsense (bingbingbing etc.) does,
Da Lun's constipated face does,
Esther's smile does,
Shi Xiu's nice guyism does,
Yuan Bin's stunners do,
Joshua's seasonal mood does,
Hai Ping's kaobeism does
and Wai Kit's guruism does.

Finally got a new skin.

One of my favourite comic character.

Can You Feel The Love Tonight

I can see what's happening, and they don't have a clue!
They'll fall in love and that's the bottom line, our trio's down to 2!
The sweet caress of twilight, there's magic everywhere,
and with all these romantic atmosphere,
disaster's in the air.........

I'm bored.

I woke up at 6.30am in the morning.

Why?
Because yesterday, I woke up at 6pm and slept at 11.30pm. That means I lived only for a mere 5 and 1/2 hours last night. But of course I do have to factor in the 4 hours I spent watching movies and Prison Break with Alison. 12am to 4am and I kind of concussed on Memento. I just couldn't keep myself awake.

Oh yeah, I was awake from 8am to 11am as well. There was basketball training. So... I was actually awake for longer than I thought... but hell... waking up at 6.30am while the rest of the world is still soundly asleep and I have no one to disturb.

Cheryl and Da Lun have gone to Phuket for their honey moon.
Esther went home.
Hai Ping and Wai Kit moved out for the hols.
Joshua's gone to Kuala Lumpur for his bball.
Yuan Bin and Shi Xiu are sleeping.
No idea what time Alison came back from Zoukout. Must still be sleeping.

I've got this 15 advertisements thing to do but I really can't get down to it. What happened to all those stupid ideas??? BARF. Gone down the drain I guess. But I know I can only continue with my FFXII after I finish this damn thing. So...

who should I disturb before I start work?

I BUANG MY LAST PAPER LO!!!!!!
dunno wad kind of a sai CAP score i will get...
but wad the heck!!!
Memento, A scanner Darkly and all those disney cartoons,
HERE I COME!

What the hell... was watching this damn thing... argh...
no time liao!